Good plans from the sounds of it.. Now, keep to it as you can...good luck and do your best which you will. There is no need in feeling embarrassed about stuff from earlier. It is all part of getting you to grow artistically. Cherish it. From that you became what you are today.
MchectorII
All the best and to be honest,your earlier works really left an impression on me even after all these years,so you shouldn’t be embarrassed about that at all!